my teeth

[ninaliza]

dear dadzo
I'm taking care of my teeth. Today I went for a permanent crown but
since it hurts so much, they want to test it for a root canal tomorrow.
I told them you would be happy that I was taking care of my teeth.
When I left, I sat in the car and sobbed. I'm compelled to share this with
you and the community for some reason. Tooth care meant a lot to you.
love and miss you so much
~beans

[ninaliza]

anytime momma :)

[bhasa leona]

ninaliza, thank you for the precious pillow
you made for me for my birthday,
with my invisible light symbol on it,
reminding me to let our little light shine.

[ninaliza]

dear dadzo
not that you are into these sort of things
but happy father's day
i love you

[Blair Robertson]

Anna, what a cool thing to do!

[Anna Hertzberg]

Ninski, Gabe and I met in Washington Square Park, where Avi used to love to sit on the bench and listen to the music and we spread a little bit of his ashes there. We talked to him and we cried and we called him his pretend little names we had for him and we told him to go have a good time there, in the Park while we go on loving him so much...

[Susan McCachren]

PS I was going to say sorry for the typos above and remembered Bob once said "If you feel like you did something pretty well, I'll take that any day!"

[Susan McCachren]

Dear ninaliza,
When my beloved Dad passed many years ago, I felt so sad and alone, too, and was advised to be very, very gentle with myself for at lest 6 months (by you Dad, as it turns out). I let myself cry and weep, punched pillows and even yelled my anger out into the woods or into pillows, anything to release the feelings and grief. In time, I was able to hear my Dad speak to me from within, and could feel his presence for real. Now we have regular visits and conversations and it's somehow ok. But that took a while. And I know that without a doubt, we will be together again when my time comes to drop the body and that we have been together many, many times, and always will be. Bless you today and every day.

[bhasa leona]

dearest ninaliza,
momster here ... not dadzo though
you are the combo of the two,
plus all the additional family and friends
who love and adore you
and mainly, you are you ...
and you are the world !!!
love you sooooooooooo

[ninaliza]

dear dadzo my root canal is finally healing but my heart is heavy and very sad. You left us too soon. What are your words of wisdom for suffering something that seems so unfair.